Students’ Unpromising Adieu

It’s more than two weeks that I’m fighting from stressed. The problem is with in me. I cannot give accurate health complain the two meeting with my Internist Specialist. I cannot speak on where particular pain I am suffering to. With my short summary, I confessed, I actually do not know which, but I know I am tired. I did not say a word when she find objectionable in my personality. As usual, she prescribed me two kinds of vitamins and my hypertensive medicine.

I cannot clarify to her that I am worrying so many things and these include my decision on suspending our classes. The conflicts that I refuse to disclose in this writing feed me much reservations. If I will do, I am impairing their studies. To the contrary, if I do not, I might keep them in risks. I cannot decide for the best.

Finally….the point of no return according to some writer. I cannot hold clashes that happen in our locality. We might be caught in between, so I organize significantly. This is to minimize any vulnerability of the issue. I called on all my teachers, I superlatively advised them to send their students to the safest place. I instructed them further, to direct their students and come back after Id’l Fitr. The students understand that this a rushed decision, far from their expectations. Holidays are distant that we must have a hard time that is why we untimely send them for vacation. They screamed as if they fear from isolation. The teachers have to explain further, exemplifying hope for their return. I did not say a word, as I have not yet recovered from stressed.

When their teacher returned to wait for the next instructions, I immediately initiate to group the students according to origin. Those who came from south must go in group, for a safest return. The other groups follow the same approach together with their adviser, seeing them to the safest place. The groups of student together with their advisers departed in the portal of the school compound. I am left alone, thinking when they are coming back. My heart breaks when I witness them all moved out for untimely dismissal. Only ALLAH (s.w.t) can tell when can be a promising time for a probable resumption of classes.

That day is today, at about 10 in the morning…when the time of the day is too young for a student to go home. I know they are not alone. There are so many students who went home at the wrong time. If the variance will continue, how many more students go home untimely?